12/27/2009

Is it so wrong that I wish pain, suffering, and death even, unto those who have crossed me? And, is it so wrong that if I have not given you the label of 'friend' that I have slapped you with the label of 'enemy'? Is it so wrong that even in a fit of anger I would still rather fuck on a sheet of ice than fight? And, is it so wrong that I, in an attempt at advancement of self, have stepped, without regret or sorrow, over those who have fallen to the ground?

Is it so wrong to say that I would like to see those who have ever doubted, or wrongfully judged me, gutted and beheaded, so that I may parade the streets with their filthy fucking heads on a blunt stick? And is it so wrong that I have admittedly shared a cup with sinners, sadists, rapists, and murderers? Is it so wrong that I truly do not give a fuck about what is going on in Africa, Afghanistan, Iraq, Tibet, or any other fucking place in which I do not inhabit? And, is it so wrong that I do not feel sympathy toward those who I am not acquainted with?

Is it so wrong that I would rather sleep until noon than ever get up and work for a living? And, is it so wrong that I would rather see the Devil himself elected into political office than to see another lying foolish pig politician? Is it so wrong to say that the only Gods I recognize are plural and cannot, will not, and should not, ever, under any given circumstance, be worshiped, unlike Jesus-Fucking-Christ? Is it so wrong that I do not feel a fallen soldier of war should be placed high on a pedestal to be honored and made a hero of? And, is it so wrong that I feel, in all honesty, that if you are so fucking miserable, for whatever reason, that the smartest thing you may possibly be able to do is just light off the fireworks, pull the plug, and blow your fucking brains out all over the street?

Is this so wrong? If so, I would never dream of being right.